
Before we dive into our deep wounds and traumas I share a very important message: You are already healed, whole and complete. The core true essence of your Being, which is Light, which is God, which is Love, is already healed. This is the foundation I would like for you to keep in the back of your mind and your heart during this entire course and your life actually. However, with that said, there are "human" things we can work on to clear and release stuck or imbalanced energy that might be controlling your life unconsciously. Your first homework assignment is to journal: "What is your core limiting belief?" You must take time to be in sacred solitude in order to process and heal. If your life is too filled up and you leave yourself no time to be alone you will not be able to shift and change. If you have trouble being alone then you have just pinpointed your first core limiting belief or. beliefs...Judgement and Not Worthy could be possible archetypes playing out.
"You are Healed in God'e Eyes." ~ Archangel Raphael
Sometimes we can have an instant healing. How this happens is with a complete paradigm shift or switch in belief system. This is what brings about instantaneous healing. I have experienced this in my life numerous times. However to continue our deep probing and uncovering of our "core limiting belief," we will in our next homework assignment journal the things, situations, and people that "rub" you the wrong way or what you can't let go of.
Your life is a reflection of your inner being and inner beliefs. "What you are shouts so loudly, that I cannot hear what you say." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson
As I guide you through this journey of healing the deep wounds and traumas I will continue to remind you that there are two ways to heal. One is the "HIGH" way and the other is going in and doing "the inner work-" that will be explained in more detail in the later videos. I share my "outer body" prophetic vision that I had which became a direct experience to KNOW who I am and to share with 100% certainty who you are. I also teach what I call Parasympathetic Breathing, or PSB Breath, which is a powerful tool that you can do anytime anywhere. Homework for this lecture is to journal answers to the question, "Who are you?"
"No bother if others judge you; bother if you judge yourself-this is most harmful. God does not judge. God sees you and knows your heart and that's all that matters." ~Soulfire
I share a simple meditation that will help you connect with your Purusha or Higher Self. I call it the "Hello Meditation." This might not come to you right away so please don't stop trying. When it happens it will be a big relief! You will make first contact or at least have an awareness that there is a part of you that is greater than your human self with body and ego mind. This is a MUST "tool" to have in your spiritual toolbox. Your homework for this lecture is to journal a list of all your positive traits and things you are proud of. Time to be loving on ourselves, giving ourselves credit for being badass humans!
"Live in the now, for when you live in the consciousness of the now, You are light taking the lead whilst human." ~Arcturians
I continue explaining the Yoga Sutra that I introduced in the lecture prior-it's another perspective on where does suffering come from. It is the "HIGH" perspective. With that said however we still may need to do some healing of our deep wounds. I share my experience with anger and how it destroyed my relationships, but also was a trigger for me to begin my deep healing journey once I accepted it. Acceptance is key for making change and letting go. Our homework is to circle back to our list of dysfunctional patterns showing up on our lives and relationships and maybe write down some more detail with this new perspective.
Hysterical = Historical
You will learn the simple, but not easy, steps to making change by changing the reaction/response/action. I give an example I experienced with the recycling shopping bags. This however is not a hard change to do because there is no wound or strong emotion attached to the shopping bags. With deep seeded wounds and traumas it is a little trickier to make those changes but it is possible and that is what we are learning. The homework is to practice new responses/reactions and actions to situations that you are trying to change.
"If you want to change your life, change your life." ~Soulfire
In this lecture we are going deeper now. In the previous section I outlined the steps or process to change behavior patterns when you are triggered. However the KEY is to not have triggers and this is the big one- what we've been working toward. How do we do this? I explain it in this video.
"The cure for the pain is in the pain." ~ Rumi
This is a guided meditation offering from White Buffalo Woman. I suggest you listen from a comfortable place, lying down even, take 3 deep cleansing breaths to center yourself before you begin. This is not a one and done. This one you will need to revisit and listen to a few times, even just to understand the words and transmission. There is about 10 minutes of talking and the last 8 minutes is for you to be at peace and easy with yourself relaxing and taking in the energy from White Buffalo Woman. You can even light a white candle in honor of yourself and your journey, allowing the smoke from the candle to represent her holy pipe's smoke. Use this meditation as a tool to go deeper in to discovering and recovering the wounds and traumas. You are safe and protected.
This lecture is a recap and if I am repeating myself it is because it's important. You must feel what you want to heal. Feeling with the mind does not work. Trust me, I did it my entire life until I was tired of ruining relationships and living at half throttle. I experience instant healing often and I am living my dream life in Hawaii. Is it perfect? No. Am I perfect? No. On a human level that is. On a divine level, I am. But now I am in control of my thoughts and feelings and don't sink into the depths of despair anymore. Sure I still have a tough day here and there or challenging times, who doesn't? But I am able to navigate back faster to my center of peace and sanity and contentment. At this time that's the best we can do. Think of your wounds as your badge of honor. They are like a black thread weaving through your multi-colored tapestry of life. They will still be there, but they won't control your life anymore. Acceptance is key.
"Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself." ~Rumi
I teach from my life experience. I teach what I know, not from a book. Although I am a voracious reader and make reference to various books all the time, change does not come from words, change comes from experience. Within the sharing of my life story are the teachings on how to heal your life. This particular course revolves around the deep seeded wounds and traumas, conscious and unconscious, that we hold in our cellular structure and our bodies. This course is an emotional journey though the heart. I will be adding more physically focused healing courses as well, however this is the one - the one that most people shun away from. I get it. I too shunned away from real healing for most of my life until I was about to die from a broken heart, at the age of 26, 34, 39, 46 and my whole life actually, until I finally applied the teachings, wisdom and tools, sat with my pain and healed the wounds. This is what I offer to you, a way out of suffering. Healing happens in layers remember, beloveds. It is not a one and done. It is a process, so have patience with yourself and remember "your journey is perfect." While I teach you the steps and process of healing I also keep reminding you of your perfection, of your grandeur, of your glory. Because the truth is, with a capital T, You Are Already Healed and Whole on the most HIGHEST level. We are just going IN to do some light house keeping. Aho. Blessings of the most HIGH to you and your precious heart.